this is me

wow,i m shocked when i saw this...
"Emotional self-control
and feelings of distance
and aloneness characterize this time."
this is my daily horoscope for 14th may in fb.
it's true n very accurate le~
emotion is always battle with rational
i wonder who ll win...

i have been hiding in my home for a looong time...
alrdy forgotten how d world outside looks like...
recently i had to back to d real world out thr without any 'immunity'...
omg,i found tat it is different..
totally not d same as mine..

stil cant let go of sumthing..
d door is shut tightly...
i duno how to open it although d key is with me..
i noe 'duno' is not a reason to not do sumthing
but i m tired to try..
d results r all d same..
so i m d culprit..
i noe it all this time la..
i dun care.
i give up.

since i gave up on this 1,
i ll work hard on other things..
as long as d road is decided,
i ll walk through it...
no matter wat.

100th Post!!!

Finally this is my 100TH POST here...
haha^^
gonna start my new life soon..
but now stil seemed tat i m in d middle of T-junction..
hoping for a better future..

让岁月去沉淀,让命运去安排.
朋友像棉被,真正使你温暖的是你自己的体温...
过去的留给过去,
未来的交给未来,
惟有现在,
是联系过去与未来的纽带.

100,
代表着什么?
三个数字.
人生总是有着许许多多的数字..
从出生到死亡,
数字记载着人生的大小事件.
所以要珍惜每个数字背后的意义.

i miss u all,my frens aft hari anugerah cemerlang 2010...
any1 pls organise a gathering..
(xindi,let me remind u tat u r turning 18 soon,so u noe wat 2 do la..=P)
but i m still very glad tat i graduated from secondary sch..
wat i missed is d sch life which is surrounded by frens..
not homework n stress..

time flows in one direction only..
no matter u willing to change or not,everything will change with time..
that is d rule of this game..
every1 is playing a role in this game which is called "LIFE"..

过于执著对自己只是一种折磨，
该放手的就要放手，
要懂得珍惜身边的一切，
过去就是过去了，
不会再回头的，
只能一直向前走，
不要在原地踏步，
时间不会停下来，
世界还是会旋转，
让时间冲淡一切，
到了某个时候，
一切都会显得不重要，
你也不会那么在乎了...
到时候,
回头看看过去所走过的路,
心会感激所有在这条路上留下脚印的人...

走了就别再回来...

老实说,
最近有感觉到心轻了许多...
或许是因为
完成了很多事情,
感觉放松了...
而且,某些住客不再住在心里了..
哇,搬走了真的立刻轻了...
哈哈^^
最好以后别再住进一些重量级的了
太重了
负担大
搬不动
不够力
=P

世事难料啊~(好老的语气)
哈哈...=P
你知道吗?
有一个地方叫"心里".
要在"心里"那个地方跨出一步不容易叻...
并不是像你的脑指使你的脚举起来然后踏前一步那么简单的..
在那里,你的脚就像是回忆那样,
深深地扎根在某个固定的地方,
动不了了..
而你的脑在那里变得没有权利了,
反而你的心最大..
所以,不论你多么想搬离那个地方,
只有等心肯松开那只'脚',
释放回忆,
才能向前走.
还有,时间在那里也显得不重要了..
所以谁知道回忆会待在那里多久呢..
只有心知道.^^

两面

或许不要有期望,就不会感到失望了...
爬得越高,跌得也越低...
没有人永远处在最高点,
总有降到平地的时候.
拥有的越多,越害怕失去.

这一个世界上没有什么事是“应该的”或“理所当然的”。知道了这个道理，心情会比较开朗、人会更懂得感恩。