this is me

wow,i m shocked when i saw this...
"Emotional self-control
and feelings of distance
and aloneness characterize this time."
this is my daily horoscope for 14th may in fb.
it's true n very accurate le~
emotion is always battle with rational
i wonder who ll win...

i have been hiding in my home for a looong time...
alrdy forgotten how d world outside looks like...
recently i had to back to d real world out thr without any 'immunity'...
omg,i found tat it is different..
totally not d same as mine..

stil cant let go of sumthing..
d door is shut tightly...
i duno how to open it although d key is with me..
i noe 'duno' is not a reason to not do sumthing
but i m tired to try..
d results r all d same..
so i m d culprit..
i noe it all this time la..
i dun care.
i give up.

since i gave up on this 1,
i ll work hard on other things..
as long as d road is decided,
i ll walk through it...
no matter wat.