原谅我就是这样的人

不一样就是不一样.
没得商量.
习惯躲在壳里
出来时忘了戴上面具.
放不开
我不会啊!
要尽快调整回来
准备面对挑战
路是越来越难走了
但一定要撑下去!

最近爱钻牛角尖
很容易迷失
控制不了
竭力克制心里疯狂的火
有时候会不小心喷出来
烧到自己和其他人
但大多时间
都尽量保持冷静
脸上的冷淡
并不代表心也是
想象各种方法发泄
不能实际行动
没办法
不想改
我就是这样的人.

this is me

wow,i m shocked when i saw this...
"Emotional self-control
and feelings of distance
and aloneness characterize this time."
this is my daily horoscope for 14th may in fb.
it's true n very accurate le~
emotion is always battle with rational
i wonder who ll win...

i have been hiding in my home for a looong time...
alrdy forgotten how d world outside looks like...
recently i had to back to d real world out thr without any 'immunity'...
omg,i found tat it is different..
totally not d same as mine..

stil cant let go of sumthing..
d door is shut tightly...
i duno how to open it although d key is with me..
i noe 'duno' is not a reason to not do sumthing
but i m tired to try..
d results r all d same..
so i m d culprit..
i noe it all this time la..
i dun care.
i give up.

since i gave up on this 1,
i ll work hard on other things..
as long as d road is decided,
i ll walk through it...
no matter wat.

100th Post!!!

Finally this is my 100TH POST here...
haha^^
gonna start my new life soon..
but now stil seemed tat i m in d middle of T-junction..
hoping for a better future..

让岁月去沉淀,让命运去安排.
朋友像棉被,真正使你温暖的是你自己的体温...
过去的留给过去,
未来的交给未来,
惟有现在,
是联系过去与未来的纽带.

100,
代表着什么?
三个数字.
人生总是有着许许多多的数字..
从出生到死亡,
数字记载着人生的大小事件.
所以要珍惜每个数字背后的意义.