haiz,
i m so sorry...
i din mean 2 disappoint u all...
tat day seriously every 1 is busy...
i cant control all of them
n summore it happen suddenly..
not every1 was informed bout tat
n our plan was disturbed...
so every1 is very confused
n we need some time to decide the right thing 2 do...
anyway,
i m sorry 4 all the things tat happen recently..
i ll learn 2 grow up aft all this incident,
so tat the same mistake wun happen again...

Arrr......!!!!!!!

Wats wrong with the people right now????
every bad thing tat happen sure berkaitan with me....
and those things tat happen
is said to be caused by me!!!
wat on d earth is happening rite now???
like i 'want' all d bad things 2 happen...
this sentence "it was all ur fault!"
is wat every1 trying 2 tell me now...
all of u think tat wat had happen is seriously my fault!
i also confused tat whether i am d cause 4 everything...
(ahem)certainly,obviously,seriously,definitely the things tat happen
is not my fault...
ok,if it is really my fault,
i say 'sorry' rite here this moment...
but nvm,
no matter it is my fault or not,
i ll still take on all d responsibility
n try 2 solve d problems a.s.a.p...
tat is wat i promised myself!

I m losing myself....
after those incidents that hurt my heart...
my heart get a new layer of protection whenever there is a 'virus'...
it is getting thicker n thicker...
now i juz want to protect myself from any virus...
but the more i wan to protect it
the more n faster i m losing it...
i cant b my own self
i cant b d others either...
i dunno wat to do
but i juz dun wan to get hurt...
tats all...

What so great about u????
U r nothing to me!!!!!

Lately,
a lot of things happened...
u r here,
always beside me..
n u r hugging me very tight..
i dun like it..
but i ll hold on no matter wat...
at least until d biggest challenge in my life at this stage is over..
haiz,
when can u leave my life??
Stress,
Juz stop hugging me
n dun get into my heart so often,
k?

醒醒吧!
别再活在那个世界!
你这样只会越跌越深...
很想摇醒你...
但也害怕会伤害我自己...

越来越...

跟你跟久了,
被你传染到,
真是太好笑,
或许是日子,
但你是主因,
不能怪我的.
只因你太blurrr....
哈哈=P